life without you

my life without you felt so bored and cold..my life without you almost 1 month le..but i still cant use to it..i just dont know why..maybe is i too 依赖 you for everything? i think so..but i know that if that person you like doesnt like you anymore..you cant force that person to like you also..just like me and you..i know that you are still comfused to your feel to me..but i still like you..but now..i dont think i will still think that we will get back together or what le..although sometimes i will still think about you and our happy memories but i just want you to be happy then can ady..=) although we cant be couple but we still can be friends right? friends forever..=)

the day right after pmr..14-10-09

it was so bored in school today..after returning those text books..my bag was so light..i jz duno y tat i am crying like hell during recess..and also the 4 peroids after recess..whenever i think about u i will cry..and whenever i saw u in sch too..whenever i saw u..u jz reminded me all our memories..i was really regret to send u those dying msg..and i am also really regret of posting those two posts..and i really veri 不舍得 when i gave u bak tat two rings..i jz duno y i give bak u..i noe i really shouldnt do all those things..really sorry..i really hope tat we can get bak together..i really wanted to recouple with u..i will change if we can get bak together..i really will..u can find ur frens whenever u want and u no nid scare tat i will angry or wat de..i am really fine with it..i noe u nid time to think..i will still give u time..no matter how long u want..i will still wait for u..i jz wanted to tell u tat u are the best guy i had ever met..no one in tis world can replace u in my heart..really..i really hope tat we can recouple..and i will totally change..as long as u are happy den wat oso can de..really..i still wait for u..i will..i really wanted to get bak with u..i really wanted to be like last time like tat oni..and i swear i will change as long as we can get bak together and as long as u are happy..i swear..and i noe u still do care about me..anyway..take care..loveess keikei

13-10-2009 ~ PMR finally finish!!!

PMR finally finish TODAY!!! so happy..everyone in class was so exited during the LAST paper and made teacher collect our paper 2 minutes before time out..haha..we are so happy and everyone was screaming like hell once the last paper finish..and all the teachers dint evenn scole us but they are happy for us also..haha..my scedule after pmr is so full but i need to spare some time for my friends tat havent ask me out oso..hehe..going out to shopping on friday..going to lagoon nex monday..and also took some courses like nail art..and also took some latin dancing class also..hehe..and i took bak my singing class also..but tis time not solo le..is group singing with peipei..hehe..but tmr still nid bring all those taxt books and return it to sch..and nid to sit in the class doing ntg until finish sch le..so boring..and then thursday still nid go bak sch do nex year form 4 de thing..so sien..ntg to do in sch..i rather go out shopping with friends or shopping alone..haha..anyways..got to go slp le..tmr nid wake up early..hehe..mayb tmr will post oso..bye..

-emo-2

actually in these few dsys i had realy think alot of things..i realised that we are totaly two different kind of person from two different kind of planet..we are really not ment for each other altought i really love you alot..but..i am reali suffering ..you're not sorry..don't feel sorry for me..you're not!! maybe there are still ways to 挽回our realotionship..but maybe we just don't dare to try it..i think that both of us don't want to get hurt anymore..right?

if we really cant 挽回 our relationship..but we are still going to be friends..best friends..all the best to you..loveess keikei..

-emo-1

有时候我都会问我自己到底我们两个是什么关系..你总是对我不理不睬的..你又要和我在回一起..你又好像不是很在乎我酱..你到底要我怎样啦..和你一起那么久..我真地发现你变了..我真的是受不了我男朋友对我不理不睬..我不想我男朋友只是当我是当他没事做或者是无聊的时候拿来消磨时间的..难道你就从来都没想过我的感受吗..难道你就没想过我会不会伤心吗..其实我有时真的觉得和你在一起的时候就像在发梦一样..我有时候在想我到底是不是再拍拖啊..你知不知道有时我真的是很辛苦的啊..如果我们两个继续这样的话..我们分手不是更好吗..? 我只想告诉你我不是不爱你了..只是我真的已经找不会那种我们刚开始的感觉了..你所给过我的东西是这世上根本没人可以给到我的..而且你在我心里是永远都没有人可以代替的..我真的是很不想这样的..不过我不想我们两个在这样拖拖拉拉了..我只想你变回以前的你..我真的不想再受伤害了..如果你想和我再回一起的话你可以追回我..不然我们就顺其自然吧..

tuesday~29-09-09

today we got a seminar for bm in sch..my class was the first class to be at dewan kuliah..while we were waiting for other classes to be there we were talking and playing..the notes tat teacher gave us are so easy..during the seminar we were playing..dexter and chak soon they all took david's shoes and throw here throw there..the took out the shoe lace and put it next to loong tze ying oso..haha..we hav alot of fun today..its so happy and fun..=)

birthday..10-09-09

me eating watermelon

daddy again

we wait the bill until sis too boring le..

we were playing..haha..ghost ah..

korean watermelon

me again!! =]

me eating korean rice cake(年糕)

me kissing mama

me and mama

me drinking soup..

me!!

curry soup

original soup..

korean food

daddy eat curry until hot liao..hehe

mama

mama drinking soup..

sis..